unfolded.

tiger-stripes-and-barbed-wire:

[12:55:17 AM] s: if it works out that will be awesome [12:55:31 AM] s: but if we are gunna be evil and bad [12:55:38 AM] s: i wanna be evil and bad as many times as possibl [12:55:44 AM] s: within the time frame [12:55:49 AM] Maria: ME TO [12:55:57 AM] Maria: OMG ME TIITIPAIETOO [12:56:04 AM] s: haah [12:56:46 AM] Maria: TIITIPAIETOO was a great word [12:56:54 AM] s: it was [12:56:55 AM] s: mm [12:57:57 AM] s: so we are on the same page [12:58:11 AM] Maria: we mos def are [12:58:15 AM] s: fa sho [12:59:05 AM] s: i gotta go to sleeeepz [12:59:20 AM] Maria: yea me to. fuck i’m gonna be tireeeeed tomorrowww [12:59:24 AM] Maria: totally worth it [1:00:41 AM] s: yes [1:00:42 AM] Maria: okey sooooo i’l talk to you tomorrow or thursday. and we’ll entertain eachother. and send me the link to the video. [1:00:52 AM] s: i will get in touch tomorrow [1:01:05 AM] s: god natt lilla secretfuck i really miss you [1:01:13 AM] s: bye [1:01:18 AM] s: shhhh [1:01:24 AM] s: until next time [1:01:30 AM] Maria: god natt lovvah

I’ve had some time, thinking and topless nights. Pills, puroses and providers.  I’m at home. Here. To. Stay. 

I have no idea how I survived this the last time; how I managed to breathe the seconds away and be. I have no idea how I could throw 12 months away. But I have some hours with you again. And another 12 months ahead of me.